Monday, December 12, 2005

this is not a philosophical entry for the project...and so is the next two enrties after this

EDIT: mind this not...i fixed the problem already...and its not with teh compies...-__-;...
EDIT: DECEMBER 14, 2005
TO MY INTPHIL TEACHER...Well, i hope it is not too late. Hopefully you are reading this...anyway...if you are, right now (whatever time of day it is) i just want to say that it is possible that my first and second "philosophical" entries would not be shown on the main page...depending on the computer...One has to access it through links in the previous entries section, just incase. I just realized that those entries do not appear when i checked this site just because i felt like doing so. I just do not want those two entries to go to waste...they should be glanced at, at least...it would be unfair to those entries...and the sad thing is, twas this entry and that random post (that has nothing to do with the philosophical blogging project) that was accomodated in the main page...
sigh.
well, i did try. maybe i should send you an email and tell you...or maybe not. You may have already gone off and graded this without having seen the first and second entry. not that i like those entries in particular. its just that they are a part of the whole. its sad if they don't get the chance to be seen. i'd feel bad for them. i'm just weird like that. its like how i'd feel bad for some books in the library. neglected, they are. would it not feel so terrible to be a closed book? a book that was never read and left to gather dust? a book wanting to share what it has to offer...but...oh i don't know. i should cut this. i'm not even sure if you'd see this. one could only hope.
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it is 8:31am, according to the computer clock. here in my father's office. The extended deadline for the blog has passed, i think. I am not sure if i recall well, but i think the deadline is at 8. or was it 7? ah...whatever...it doesnt matter.

I am not sure if I should be frustrated right now. Regret has not actually kicked in yet. I am actually wondering whether i should feel regret because I did not add more to this blog...so I could have, at the last minute, added more so i could get the grade that any student would want...

why did I not add any more entries? Its not like I couldnt have...I had the 'power' to do so...I had the time...and I actually have a lot I could say...but why?

...maybe i just don't want to be imprisoned anymore...be controlled...deadlines...chances...I am fearing that my subconscious would only type down entries so that there would be great chance for THE grade...

ewan.

this freedom that I have, this freedom do I want?

I just want to type. freely type. I guess I did not want to write something that would be for grading purposes. Its...restricting. I think I have some sort of issues about these things. I fear my own subconscious, my freedom.

blabber. blabber. blabber.

Philosophical, not Philosophical...who are we to judge...to box things...what i have written may be philosophical for one, and but a foolish attempt to sound philosophical to another. but who cares.

free

dom

...-___-...Le sigh.

sigh.

and Le sigh. oncemore.

merffffff.

i still have a dissolved class. MUST ENROLL. oh...and a test later...and...and...well, two reflection papers to finish...and a portfolio to put together.

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